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ya so i went to bed at about 1:30 or a little after and then got woke up around 3:30 by the baby which is ok then she woke up again i don't know what time it was i was just like shawn it's your turn need sleep. XD And i have been awake since 6:30 this morning i had a really weird dream and i don't know why i had it but it had to do with patrick and he was gonna purpose to someone and wanted me to be there ya it made absolutely no sense i was like ok this is really awkward and something came up where i could't actually make it and i was writing a messeage to him seeing how the whole thing went but for some reason i was over heating all night and well woke up so the dream never finished XD I feel so bad i had pink eye and just recently got over it. I gave it to my baby :( her eyes didn't look well and i couldn't get hold of a nurse at her doctors so when shawn got home we went to tg emergency room. The weirdest thing that she did which i will tell her when she is older is that when she got a rectal temperature taken she smiled when they did it the first time the second time she was like whatever. But she is ok just need to keep wiping her eyes with a clean wash cloth and get some saline drops from the drug store to help with the redness and itching the doctors said as long as it clears up in a week and doesn't get worse she is good to go although what i need to worry if it happens to not get better is about a stage two viral infection which can ultimatly affect her eye site so ya really gonna keep an eye on her. Whicb leads to why me and shawn could not go on our date today i didn't want jazz and her mom to get pink eye and need to take care of my baby but i will be taking her to get her photos done finally and then everyone can have one of her well till we take more when she is older. I read about what happen to jolene at multicare i don't understand how all those bosses their can pull all that crap to people there has got to be a lawsuit you could take them to court over but then again it could just be a waste of time. So i was wanting to have a wildwaves get together since i didn't do one last summer due to being pregnat i get a discount on tickets and what not i just want to expereince old times once again befoer everyone goes back to collage and what not ^.^ well i'm just gonna finish cleaning and well mayby go out to eat lunch i'm not really hungry this morning. Oh and yes jolene we have not hanged out in a long time i would really like to hang out with you sometime give me a call please ^.^
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[July 29, 2007 @ 10:26pm] |
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Hey at the moment i have 3 girl cats one of them is pregnat, and they all need really good homes. The pregnat one will be given away last since her baby's will have to be born first so they can also find good homes. I live in Tacoma so if you would like a cat or a kitten when they arrive let me know! Thank you!
p.s Also later i will post pictures of them. ^.^
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[September 28, 2006 @ 3:54pm] |
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yes i am obessed with the song i actaully had to use it as a title XD so as for my day well it was ok until now. so from the start. well i made it to zero hour but couldn't wear my uniform since i don't have the pants to it and all it really sucks so apparntly i have to wear it on monday but i still don't have the pants and i don't know what the name of the girl was but i mean really what the hell am i gonna do? well first period i "finished my still life" lol i just did a quick job and i don't care what mr.woo say's that's the best i can "do" lol so after that well i don't know why but mr.woo changed one of the desks with the computers where me and colin sit so jon and leona were there yay!^.^ and so was this one gay guy i don't know his name but ya you definatly know he's gay the way he dresses and for the mere fact he wears make-up and no i don't mean like pretty visual-kei or j-rock style he ya just wears makeup and i'm stoping right there! 0.0 well yes not being on task me and colin ended up dragging jon into email madness! well we were bored so we sent random emails to each other and ya....did i mention mainly all period? XD i know i'm horrible. second period once again i couldn't do anything since i have yet to purchase my clay so i sat and listened to gazette and started a new drawing and it's of shou obviously and old pic on him but still pretty non the less^.^ well third today we picked what book and chapter we wanted and ya ther's alot to that but i don't feel like typing every detail and all. ya speaking of which i have to have my presentation done tonight since i'm first to present tomorrow XD i still hate the class that were stuck with there so loud i have to have my cd player on 6 just to tune them out and that's also on double bass so ya i only listend to it that loud last year when i rode the bus to and from school so ya there really really bad. And this is the other thing about the school year so far i'm freking tired of having to worry that i'm put in the wrong classes like in japananes they had us down for last years classes and you can't take a class twice you won't get credit for it it's really pissing me off so that means tomorrow i need to talk to my counselor after school to make sure everything is ok cause i don't know if mr.woo turned in that independant study sheet yet or not i can't afford this kind of crap if i don't have my credits i don't graduate which will piss me off beyond belief! so anyways for 4th well not much the usual and ya...lunch. lunch was really good since i didn't sit alone and evan was here today so yay! ya on the way down he got ahead and well since he walks faster and all i always grab on the back of his backpack and let me put it this way he wasn't even running and i was running so my face wouldn't go flying into the ground due to how fast he walking XD ya scary he was like imagined if i actually ran as fast as i could? XD me no wanna think about that i value my life XD 5th god i swear to god no one is having a good day god sarah was bitchy alot and erica too -.- then marilee is sick and well clint...is clint XD 6th had a quiz ya that is my most boring class of the day to be honest but then again life isn't fair and all so ya XD well after school i waited for sarah who never showed up which kinda pissed me off since it was hot outside and she should have told me earlier but whatever. so i go walk straight home to start on my homework and get stuff done my mom wasn't home and alex was no is dead to the world so i had to wait again like i have been everyday of this week and hour before i could get into my own house >.< this kind of shit is starting to really piss me off for the mere fact after school i'm tired and just wanna go home. so for the entire hour i wandered around the park and i noticed a school no a large school of fish in the pond ya i didn't think the water was clean enough to have and living fish in it XD then got in at home and here i am now tired and have to do work XD ugh! owell that's life
look it's aoi!!! from filth in the beauty!!!XD
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[September 27, 2006 @ 9:46pm] |
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yes i am actually still still tired so after this i'm going back to bed! ya i almost didn't update i just got so used to updating at school last year but can't do it this year since everything is frekin blocked!!! owell. so as for my day.....i'm tired of this not sleeping bullshit! ok so last night i didn't fall asleep until 10:30 somewhere in that time range and then well alex found a way to get home from his work in like 5 mins and so it was his lunch break and he wanted to come home and see me which is understandable.......he woke me up at like 11:30 or something i can't remember i love him very much and everything but going to bed at 10:30 i'm gonna want every minuite of sleep since that isn't enough time for me really it would if i could have a energy drink everyday for breakfast but that's not gonna happen for a while so ya XD then when he left i passed out 2:00 a.m i woke up with a migrane took medicine for it and well let's just say it took a rather long time to kick in XD so altogeth i got 3 possibly four hours of sleep >.< but strangley i managed to stay awake and not pass out this time. ok so i ended up missing zero hour i really need to quite that out i havn't even been in for a full week 0.0 eventually commander or senior cheif i believe might possibly get angry about that or that i'll just be failing and will have a hard time getting the grade up XD. so first period i'm pissed! ok so last year i did a shit load of crap that computer one does ...i'm fucking advanced here computer 3 which is advanced and i have to do that shit!!!!! it's pissing me off alot cause he gives me a list of what to do and then he like your on a contract so you have to do this assignment like everyone else >.< i'm ready to yell at the man and ask him how the hell am i supposed to do every other frekin thing he gave me on a list and pass! so today i started on a new project on illustrator it's gonna take me longer cause of his bullshit! 2nd well i still don't have clay due to no money but i desperatly need it on monday since for a project i decided to make a jackolatern!^.^ however it's due in 2 weeks and i need to get my tiles and tray done! XD it's gonna be a tight squeez to get everything done i might even have to go after school to get it done but ya owell i don't mind it is fun to make things after all! 3rd period well finally were gonna learn from the book and this is my opinion i think we should mainly focus on conversation part of it i mean yes we'll need to also learn new words but ya that would obviously be part of it ne? and during that time i did my english that i really didn't need to do since ms.Densly was going to give the class time to do it but ya i wnated to get it done ahead of a time, and in the process i listened to my music so i could concentrate and ignore the other class that i think isn't worthy of learning japanese ya i don't like most of them except like one which would be jon. 4th was ok i got to work on some other things like patrick's late birthday card. lunch was actually good today morgan-san was here woot! but sadly evan wasn't i think he's sick already sad...then 5th....umm ya i got in trouble since i was working on my card....ya i got a lecture it really sucked. 6th the finally period of the day! ya well no homework thank god and i finished my card i made for patrick!^.^ including the assignment! so ya that was really good thank god the teacher didn't mind me doing a crappy job on it XD. so then well after school while waiting with sarah and everyone else patrick didn't show up to get his birthday card so i'll have to give it to him tomorrow when i see him in the hallway again otherwise i'm gonna kill him! lol just kidding i just wanna give it to him so i don't have to carry it around >.< well then i walked sarah home like usual and i was gonna stay and hang out with her a while but i was soo tired so i headed home.........i waited a frekin hour before i could get into my own house! mom was out like a light and didn't wake up until 3:20 so ya it really sucked and so i called sarah back and ya i ended up putting my shoes back on since she wanted me to go with her to mccdonalds and eat dinner with her yes i know that's early to eat but you add up all the calories and ya you won't be hungry for a while and i had chicken select french fries and a root beer and shared a sundae with sarah for desert ^.^ ya i pigged out you could say but i didn't mind since well i didn't eat breakfast this moring so i wasn't that upset about the calorie intake and ya. then walked back to her house and well she left her keys in the house so we were locked out first she banged on the door seeing if anyone in the building would come out and let us in that didn't work so then we tried climbing up the front area cause if i got up then i could have climed in the hallway window to let her in that didn't work i couldn't grab on to anything to pull me up. and then she had attempted the fence already...sorta i say not really but ya, so i tried that ya bob wire XD scary and i would have made it over if someone would have moved the chairs so i could have jumped down but owell eventually we found the guy who paints the apartments and he let us in so everything was ok. although i do have two tny holes in my back pocket from the bobwire owell at least nothing bad happend ne? and then 5:30 i went back home and passed out. and what's really sad is that apparently alex isn't going to be home tonight since he's doing two jobs today it sucks i miss him alot ive only got to see him last night earlier i almost felt like crying when i was told he wasn't going to be home tonight but i'll get to see eventually in good time i shall. ya not much so well i'm going back to sleep -.- still tired and all and i hope this time i;'ll make it to zero hour and not miss it again!
yay it's ruki and i love the new song filth in the beauty! ^.^ XD
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[September 26, 2006 @ 5:00pm] |
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yes yes i know i know i really need to start updating and not once in a blue moon. so starting right now i'm updating everyday ^.^ ok well today i actually got up and made it to zero hour woot! ya well it was that or deal with alex when he get's back from work at 7:00 a.m and ya he wouldn't have been happy and all about that. And it's really sad cause he's leaving in like 29 minuites and i'm all the way out here at lisa.bs and well i don't think i'm gonna make it in time so well i won't see him until tomorrow since he has wednesday and thursday off XD and he won't really like that i'm not gonna be home right away tomorrow either since i'm doing the sandwich thing for rotc i mean don't get me wrong he completly understands that yes i have to do things like that he'll just be sad and all. well how did my day go actually it was ok i thought. and guess what! i started my new project in computer class today like the one from last year cause i'll get the outlining done in a week and the coloring at the very most 2 weeks since well i now know i need to connect all the lines and everything and get this a soon as i'm done with that i'm finishing the one from last year!!! ^.^ you have no idea how happy that makes me! and let's see well i still can't do my projects in pottery since i havn't paid my fee yet i still need to wait for my money for that yes i know sad. third well i typed my english paper which was one day late and sadly jo-chan wasn't focused again today but it's ok i get like that once in a while too, and i can't believe that sensei wanted me and debbi to rat her out! now yes it's true she didn't work that much on her thingy for like only part of yesterday and today but really that's just low! but owell things will get better soon and everything. although i'm going to talk with sensei for the mere fact were not learning anything and that he needs to teach us something i'm thinking more along the lines of conversation so we can talk to the exchange student somewhat cause i feel bad that no one talks to her so ya. let's see 4th i was late but it was ok teacher was ok with it and i turned in my late paper, and i finally got a book yep i think that's the only one that i'm gonna get too since in world issues she doesn't issue any books and gives us packets to do. lunch time was really sad i had to sit by myself since evan and morgan wern't here today it sucked lunch went by really really slow! XD glass art sucked since my damn project thingy that were doing with wire and glass didn't stay together. then six period most boring class at the moment but owell it is the end of the day and well everyone by that time are tired and all. then i nikki picked me up and i went to mow the lawn since there gonna be gone to hawaii for one week from this saterday until next saterday ya i'm gonna miss them since i don't get to see them very often. hmm i still need to get tape i think i'll borrow some of nikki's since she has a good supply of it and all XD she wont' die if one goes missing for about 2 weeks i'm gonna return it and all so yaXD well now i'm going to give the house a call and see if the phone works since it kinda died on my mom and all.....change my mind i know it's not gonna work since it's completly dead and won't work until i fix it myself. XD
yay it's shou!!!^.^
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[September 12, 2006 @ 7:33pm] |
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ya i know havn't updated like i should be but getting used to the schedual of getting up at 5:20 every morning is seriously killing me!!!! owell i'll get used to it eventually........mayby XD. yesterday i was going to update but i passed out not enough energy at least not after mowing the lawn for lisa.b but the good news was while i was there i got a binder and stuff to put my hair up for rotc when i have to wear uniform......ugh i really don't wanna wear it but i have no choice. and i even got my shampoo and conditoner that ive been waiting a while to recieve from lisa ^.^ yay! let's see...well today was soso unfortunatly i didn't turn the alarm off i ended up turning it on loud. XD poor alex it woke him up for a minuite then he passed out >.< well so far i don't have a first period still and at that i'm not getting one until friday! owell better than non eh? well so basically it made me mad since the damn counselor kept skipping me i kinda still hate her for that >.< well it looks like i have a class with sarah and that would be glass art and all and well i have a shitload of stuff to pay for all my art classes owell it's worth it. well hmmm....oh yes i have tons of homework this week but hopefully it won't be as bad next week. and well it seems that everyone misses my spiky hair i must admit i also miss it but i did make a promise to myself and all. well not much else to talk about except that there is alot of drama going on at my friends house at the moment but everything will be fine.....i think XD well tomorrow i'll see how my day shall go and it better be better than today
oh yes and i randomly took this quiz omg i love it!
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[September 10, 2006 @ 12:17pm] |
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ok yes i know i havn't been updating latly like i should have but since wedenesday until like saterday i was sick with the flu! XD >.< it really sucked ass! but anywho so until saterday i stayed in bed and alex took care of me ^.^ but now i have a shitload of work to do in the house which i had started yesterday but then i spent time with sarah then some with alex then some again with sarah in which me alex and sarah ended up going to denny's cause we were bored and alex and sarah XD DO NOT GET ALONG!!!! OMG!!! never again that was bad they decided to go at each other 0.0 not good i thought it was bad before but damn! so now i know when it comes to spending time with two people at the same time alex and sarah don't make that list XD. ok so yesterday i went to starbucks with sarah and well spoiled us then went to the museum basically walked around all over downtown and then went on this one bridge and well we relized that your not supposed to be walking on the bridge it's unsafe 0.0 then well we walked home and sat at the cafe next to my house. we talked for a while and she was giving me the talk on how me and her was were we going to still live together for the collage thing and all. and to be honest i really don't know yet right now i'm set on getting out of high school and then going to cosmetogy after that in which i'll be busy of course and she'll still be in high school so ya that's how i see that for now. well after the denny's thing sarah decided she didn't want to stay at my house since at the moment she fears my mom XD and well when we had left i let alex know he seemed angry but when i talked to him it turned out he wasn't so that was good. but i just ended up walking sarah home instead since it was like 12:00 at night and i didn't want to end up staying there until like 2:00 in the morning so ya then i finally crashed when i got home. today alex would like to go to the puyallup fair but i can't get a hold of lisa.b to get the money and all but i think it would be better to go next weekend since we'll have an entire day there and not a few hours besides i have school tomorrow i need to be awake as much as possible. well now i'm on a diet since yes i have gained some weight not much but i wannna go down so this means alex's cooking well i might not be eating as much of it so ya it's sad but he'll understand well i'll update possibly later today if not then tomorrow of course^.^
i still can't get over what jo-chans mother thought about the two of usXD
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[September 06, 2006 @ 6:55pm] |
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ok first day of school i thought was pretty good, even though i was tired since i couldn't sleep last night due to alex but owell he say's he won't keep me up again he felt really bad for that. well i got up at 5:15 god that is freking early but i had to, otherwise no zero hour which wuld mean no graduation for lisa XD. lets see this morning i had tully's and spent what time i had with alex and sarah. well zero hour interesting the room isn't even complete and yes already it's falling apart which i think is sad since it's suposed to be a "new school" then after that i got my scedual which yes had holes in it and well couldn't get it fixed today due to all the other people who had to get there's fixed so ya that's what i'll be doing tomorrow in the morning. then well i found all my classes pretty easy except for one which wasn't even my class anymore since the teachers switched class rooms XD i was not very happy about that since i had to run all over for that one damn class XD. let's well lunch time was interesting how are the seniors supposed to eat in there cafeteria if you can't leave the lunch room with no food..ya weird and on top of that jo-chan
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with her but it wan't that bad i found morgan and evan soi i ate with them instead. well when i got home the first thing i did was go to sleep i was super tired then alex woke me up when he got home he feels bad for keeping me up last night. and well being tired and all i don't really wanna do anything except lay in bed and laz around he was like i hope to god your not like that when we go to my uncles this weekend otherwise it's going to be boring i think he's just a littl upset that he can't tickle me cause i won't let him owell that's what he get's when i get lack of sleep. well it looks like tomorrow i won't be so damn tired and well hopefully by then i'll have all my classes sorted out so yawell i think now i'm going back to bed me tired XD
This is really sad i now miss my kyo hair color and all *tears*
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[September 03, 2006 @ 12:11am] |
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ok yes i will admit it has been a while since i last updated and yes alot has happend but i shall only tell the important stuff otherwise this entery will end up being probably 10 pages long XD. ok well at the moment i'm with alex at his uncles house. but first the important stuff. ok well you won't believe this but guess what alex now lives with me ^.^ yep i'm soooo frekin happy about it you have no idea. This is what concerns me though is how long he'll last around my mother XD that's the only thing that i'm worried about. and well wait not today but well someone on myspace which i had no clue of who it was but it was my really old frind lizzy! i was really glad to hear from her and everything i think alltogether it's been 5 years since i last actually hanged out with her. and so well thes past however many days it's been since i last updated has been well spent with alex ^.^ and well now sarah is mad at me i don't know what's wrong with my phone but i havn't gotten all the messages she's left me and well she pissed and stuff and she's gonna be even more pissed when she reads what i sent her letting her know that alex now lives with me so ya owell she'll get over it^.^ ok now for today well today alex was like we really need to get out of the house just for one night so he decided why don't we go over to his uncles kevins house. well today has been alot of fun although i really need to be more social with new people and well not quite like usually it not good XD oh and guess what alex's uncle kevin well almost exploded hahah not it's not really funny but at first like me everyone else thought he was joking around until well he ran around again the second then it was like uh-oh XD and ya and basically had a barbeque and some alchol.......just a little....ya and no i didn't get drunk sadly owell but i do need to go see jolenen tomorrow for her birthday so i don't need a hangover that would not be good. and ya that's about it for now and ya that's all that i feel like writting my head is a little fuzzy ugh
hmm wander if next time i come the qustion is will lisa get drunk? XD probably not
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well i got up at 9:00 this morning and went to bed at 3:00 in the morning not alot of sleep but i managed. Well i went school shopping and guess what! i got BOOTS from hottopic!!! not the ones that i had first wanted they have buckles and stuff! XD ya i was even suprised nikki would step foot in hottopic but she did. and well i got alot of new stuff but i kinda spent all my money so i'll still go with jo-chan when she does japanese book shopping i'll just have to wait until i get money to get my books XD and it's a good thing i got her gift to before i went hottopic happy but it'll take 4-6 weeks to get here to the u.s X.X that is a long time but ya. but i will have something for her so i don't feel like....i dunno but ya. well it looks like i could possibly go camping i have to decide tomorrow though but i wanna make sure cause if it means i can somehow see alex and i'm gone that would make me sad. I shall show all the stuff i got as soon as i get nikki's camera then i'll upload them^.^ right now i just got done cleaning and well waiting for alex to get online unless it's another 4:00 in the morning thing then i'm going to sleep XD. I really need to return jo-chan's movies there sitting here collecting dust! i shall call her tomorrow and see what she says XD ugh well i'm going to read some more and update possibly late tomorrow.
nighty night XD...
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[August 23, 2006 @ 11:17am] |
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Well i woke up later this morning at 11:00 to be precise and well i need to break the habit starting now. well i'm stuck in the house for sure today and yes my mother is still being a bitch ha she'll be suprised at the end of the year or possibly sooner since i'm moving away! well i talked to alex last night i won't be seeing him for two weekends since one this weekend he has to babysit and the second weekend well has no money and well ya. Well obviously i'm not happy about it but it can't be helped so thank god there's such things as phones^.^ Today i'll be fucking cleaning well it is messy in my rooms but just to ignore my mother and all. tomorrow i'm doing some school shopping the reast of it i'll be doing on sunday with jo-chan i think i'll invite her over for a night just to get away from home i understand what's it's like to be bored and everything so ya. well don't know what else to talk about but i might update later today if anything happens but i doubt it.
*sighs* random but i kinda wish i could switch bodies with mana just for a day XD
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[August 21, 2006 @ 9:03pm] |
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ok so today i couldn't go over to jo-chans house and return her movies because one i had to mow the lawn today and two i had a doctors appointment. in which alot if things happend and well today i got my birth control it's weird to me i feel like , well this may sound weird but i feel like ive grown up more or something it's weird. And well there side affects to using it and everything but that's supposed to go away after a few months it said but owell. let's see then after that i came back here at lisa.bs and did some more work to earn money i should be resting and taking a easy since my body is also trying to fight off an infection but i wanna stay up unti alex get's online which won't be until midnight and he scared me last night yesterday on the way to work he got in a minor car accident he was ok which i was really glad of. well at the moment i'm gonna download msn so i can talk to people instead of sitting here bored and stuff and well i'll be home early in the morning but i have to be at sarah's around 10:00 a.m since her mom wants me to do her hair so she can put hair extensions in it and the same for her sister lindsey so it looks like again i won't be taling to alex in the morining like today which really made me sad but then again he was still asleep so ya. then well after that i have to organize stuff once again so my mom will get off my back and leave me alone ugh! i shall talk more later^.^
and sometimes it sucks knowing your growing up XD
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ok so this weekend alex came over and that was alot of fun. i'm suprised my mom even let me and him share my bed cause before she was all like make sure the other bed is made and stuff. Let's see on thursday i was at jo-chans house but then got a call from alex got a ride home and well me and alex watched the movies that were still at my house and it wasn't easy watching them since my mom was well drunk and wanted to listen to her music. Friday well already told you about that day. Saterday watched the rest of the movies and we were gonna go to him fest but to tired and lazy so that didn't happen. Then today which was sad alex had to leave until next weekend which was about 1:00 this after noon. then i was getting ready to go to jo-chans house today that didn't happen since well i fell asleep and didn't wake up until 8:00 p.m i really sorry jo-chan i'll drop the stuff off tomorrow before you go unless it's the morining then i could just bring it to your work or just leave it with your mom dunno which ever works. so ok this weekend me and sarah are finally talking after alex was like just talk to her already. so i did which was a good thing and then i talked to lisa.b she wanted me to mow the lawn early this morning after she had told me that it would work for today so ya that made me mad a little XD well alot happend this weekend but i don't feel exactly like typing every single detail but i can't wait for next weekend that's for sure^.^
and alex is right about one thing when i have nothing to do and he's not there what am i gonna do? ah well i shall manage
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[August 19, 2006 @ 7:12am] |
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ok so you must be like lisa awake at this hour in the morning! yes i'm awake and why well i can't tell you that since it's rather personal. well i'm hella tired and after i get done writting this entry i'm going back to bed with alex. yes me and alex share the same bed so....>.< don't even get any wrong ideas about that! ok so alex isn't going back until sunday 12:00 which i understand he needs to work although i'm gonna really miss him once he's gone for an almost an entire week but next weekend i get to go to his house^.^ i think today he wants to go to him fest i don't really know what that is but it's something to do besides sit on our asses all day and watch moviesXD we shall finish the rest tonight....i hope. well yesterday we were gonna rent some movies from the libary....however i'm not 18 yet so therfore on my card i can't rent without parent signature! alex you can say was not happy cause he was gonna get one just so we could rent >.< the rules are so strict to show where you live and everything so that didn't work. Then he was like mayby we can ask jolene? he was like we need some kind of movies or were just gonna be bored all day long. so then went to jo-chans house and barrowed alot in which i need to return on sunday. we fell asleep around 1:30 this morning watching the excorcist of emily rose ya i couldn't stay awake any longer XD which is why i need to go back to sleep since ive been up since 6:00 this morning! and it sounds like the workers are going to work today on the building next to me! ugh they seriously need to work on weekdays only! yes i'm very tired but must stay awake just a bit longer *sighs* ok well i'll talk more later i'm going back to bed.
i swear to god i'm not gonna get any sleep now nooooooooooooooo! *cries*
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[August 17, 2006 @ 12:01am] |
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ok so today i spent it at home and well the usual i was supposed to go to jo-chan's house that didn't happen since her mom didn't feel good and ya. well today i asked my mom if i could go over to alex's house at 1:00a.m on saterday this is because he said he would pick me up after work which would be better for him and that he wanted to spend his weekend with me since on labor day weekend i might be gone camping with nikki and them. so basically i'll be at his house. ok now i understand that yes my mom hasn't met him yet and of course it's normal for parents to worry........however this suprised the shit out of me.............my mom is making me get birth control0.0 she was like i just don't want you to end up preganat which i understand but it makes me feel like she thinks diffrently of me now but owell might as well get it done now even though one day i would need the stuff. well i had to tell someone it was just odd to me first i talked with ac he was like you know joking around and was like don't have too much fun! and he sent me a free condom add i swear i'll kill him! owell and then i decided well i really need to tell sarah since i don't ever hide anything from her i thought that would go somewhat well..........it didn't though she's mad and stuff at me and all i can say is some risks you must take in life and i wanna continue my relationship with alex. so at the moment i don't want to talk with sarah i don;t like being put down and i just don't wanna hear it dont' get me wromg i know sarah worries and cares about me but i guess you can say she just needs to back off. Then later i talked with jo-chan which helped me calm down quite a bit. and right now i'm talking with alex on the phone he's really tired but not sleepy^.^
i'm almost 18 i need to start learning more of the lessons of life so i might as well start now
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[August 14, 2006 @ 6:11pm] |
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ok so yesterday me and jo-chan and sarah went to wildwaves and we did have fun at least until the very end when they couldn't find me. I still feel really bad for making my friends worry like that. but anyways well now again i am not single^.^ the guy alex i met at wildwaves well we just clicked and now were going out. even though we won't get to see each other until the weekends since he has to work i don't mind. ya i wander how some of my friends think of this apparently ac is jeleous this is what sarah told me that he got really mad and well want's to beat up alex....all i can say is one it's you fault that were not together and two good luck in trying to beat up alex it's not gonna happenXD so this weekend sometime alex wants to go to wildwaves again just me and him and my mom said it was ok so i'm going next weekend again and i'm not getting sunburned again! Today was soso sarah woke me up i didn't want to go to senior orintation and crap i didn't get my picture taken so ya i thought i looked like shit today anywayXD i hate my hair i want it dark again but my hair is so damaged i wander if i should just let the color grow out and then later color it to make it one color? don't know i should ask sarah's mom and stuff when she get's back from her trip. well then when i got home i watched some movies passed out and woke up at 5:30 and no i don't know what time i fell asleepXD and well i am lazy so i think i'll watch some more movies and might attempt to clean*shifty eyes* and that's about it btw stadium looks really cool inside!
although i don't want the summer to end not yet anyways
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ok so ive been up since 6:30 this morning and well i havn't done anything yet and well o probably won't start until 11:00 cause right now nikki went to the store to get some food for us to eat. and well i'm watching levi and madison .....erm there watching tv but ya know same thing heheXD. so ya i'm kinda bored but soon i shall be working and at the end of the day tired XD owell it's worth it. and then i think nikki wants to take me shopping sometime tomorrow so wow everything is gonna be very close and tightXD...god i seriously need to order some cd's from cd japan i want more music XD and posters and bleh! well i dunno what to talk about...0.0 oh yes and practicing screaming like miyavi -.- if i could ever sound like any j-rock lead singer screamig i think id scare all my friends away cause girls arn't supposed to sound like that owell i'm gonna do it anyways XD
i think i spelled the title of the song wrong or it's not complete since i can only listen to it on myspace 0.0 not good
suddenly i'm inspired to be a j-rock artist...0.0 i don't think that's ever gonna happen unless i get some singing lessons althogh even then i seriously don't think that would happen sad....-.-
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